All I Ever Wanted.

I want to compare myself to my life's representation. I want more material that I can't afford. If I rely on silence to obtain my objective I will fail, but in my immediate community I am considered a failure anyway. I chose to be an Oil-painter full time. Using History as an example I decided to self-educate, and become the expert from scratch, just by a constant application. This self taught approach leaves me in a solitary position of advice and consultation. If I list the academies and schools of higher learning, there are many I have visited and audited for information and financial aid. Scamming the education system to finance Art. Then I went on to solicit Gov't Agencies for assistance, Welfare, Food Stamps, and H.U.D. I was Homeless, unable to integrate into society without approval. I was just a Crazy Person drooling on canvases with oil, in fits of undetermined origin. The end result was considered documents of proof that “My Art” had no redeeming value and I was banned from exposure due to the politics of the sheeple. They go along with all the decisions that all Local “Art Societies” abide. “Outsider Art”, is a forbidden subject and its representatives are considered Evil, and a threat to Organized Art Societies Members that still owed on their student loans, and barely survived at all upon their meager earnings. They Hate Me in a Natural and Organic Process. The Caste System and An Art Mafia will make a decision soon on my disposal and eradication of all related material. I will never be acknowledged alive, but all of a sudden, “Discovered” after My Demise. Then My Dreams will Be Satisfied, and I will amass a discriminating following, that will sing praises to my accomplishment. He was a Great Artist & Oil-Painter. Thats all He Ever Really Wanted To Do. ALOHA